Postpartum/Mommy feeling: The past 11 days have been something unforgettable. They've probably been the hardest 11 days of my life so far. I've had every emotion imaginable - sadness, guilt, anger, and a true test of patience. I cried for almost 24 hours while we watched our little smiley boy cry in pain, have muscle spasms, and struggle to sleep...I never thought I could feel the pain of someone else like I did for Matthew. It really hit me when I was crying and he looked at me and started crying more because I was crying, I realized I needed to be strong for him and he was feeling my emotions. We've gotten through the hardest part and now it's just staying positive, sharing lots of smiles, laughs, and counting the days until we say bye bye to the ugly spica cast... 20 days to go - yes, I'm counting!